I have JD....coz i am God!

This Is Sparta!!!!!!!!!!

teehee =]

dunno what to write lol

Sam x.x.x

Phew! The Deadline for my Independent Study Essay was 4.pm, i e-mailed it to my teacher at 3.57 pm lol

Lucky me eh? Not really i havent slept in 3 days =[

Sam

Forgot to post on here for a couple of days.forgetting already...not a good sign

the main reason ive been forgetting is the fact ive gone back to college, and now theyre making me do all the work ive missed, and all my coursework....so i have like 100000x pieces of work to do, hence why i havent had time to do much else. its going well thought, ive finished all my A2 Media work and im 1 piece away from finishing AS Film..so only 2 more subjects to go after that.

it was the first weekend in which i havent gone out for about 5 years o.O.....stupid work.....but thats what i have to sacrifice to get into Uni n reach my goals i guess

oh and happy april fools day!

i didnt get chance to fool anyone coz i just woke up and im the only one in the house, and its 12pm in 30 mins...nevermind, always next year

anyways im off to college in an hour, woot =/
much love
Sam

So yesterday i mentioned i was going into college to talk to my teacher about going back and whatnot, and she was totally awesome about it and really wants me to finish the course, she even gave me 3 weeks to get all the coursework id missed done XDXDXD

i am a happy bunny

so yeah Chris came round last night aswell, which was fun as usual, had a wee drink n a wee smoke =] But as a result i got 0 minutes sleep....and i am not currently in my 27th hour of being awake. But i am going to bed now..even though its 9.49am...ive set my alarm for 1pm and hopefully that will refresh me a bit for tonight

as today....IS CHRIS' BIRTHDAY!!!!

yes, Christoper is 19 today so Happy Birthday ya son of a gun! and i will be going roun his house tonight for a wee drink and then stumble home and get some well deserved rest.

anyways, im so tired, beddy time

laters!
Sam

So...its 8.15am and this is the earliest ive been awake in about a month.

I posted earlier that i needed to ring my Media teacher up to sort out my future, but me being me, didnt do it...i dont know why, im uncomfortable with talkin to strangers on a phone...which is what would be required to get hold of my teacher. Its a problem ive had all my life, i hate ringing for taxis, jobs, pizzas....i feel really vulnerable...weird i know.

So today i am forcing myself to go in and see her to talk to her....but ive already deliberatly missed the college bus as after a long absence i dont want to get on the bus and everyone just be like "oh...its him..he's back" i would feel really awkward and again vulnerable, because theres no-one i talk to on the college bus. So ive decided that i am going to try and ring her afterall =/ and if i cant get in contact by half 10, i am going to get the public bus and go see her.

This day could pretty much decide my future....

Ill let you all know how it goes if i get the chance to come on tonight, as my best friend Chris is coming round coz i havent seen him in ages....which is a whole other story, which i will probably post about later.

All My Jungle Love
Sam

Anyone remember Neopets? (www.neopets.com) haha i used to go on that all the time when i was like 11....good times..crazy days

anyways Nikola just reminded me about it on msn, so we both registered on it again......we really need to grow up =P

Much love
Sam

I generally get on with most people, but the people who dont like me tend not to like me because i am a bit too honest and they dont like some of the things i say

So.... Just got round to making one of these things so i might aswell talk about the more recent things that have happened in my life, just so those of you that dont know me have some background information =]

I started my 2nd year at Middlesbrough College, studying AS Medias Studies, AS Film Studies and A2 Media Studies and A2 Film Studies.... yes, first and 2nd year at the same time....long story =] Tez got a job so i dont really get to see her anymore, but im proud of her immensely

The year was going really well, I made alot of new friends in the first years like Kala, Nikola, Charlotte, Shane and Alex to add the awesome people i already know like Chris, Terry, Jordan and Lewis
In December things seemed to go a bit downhill, i started to lose interest in college, i got more distant from my friends and i was in the middle of exams, which to be fair, i felt i did okay on. However the results came back in March and i fxcked them up, i was predicted A's and myself i was expecting B's....maybe C's at the very least but i got a C and a D, pretty much ruining my chances of going to Uni as i could not afford re-sits.

So i dropped out of college and i have been bummin around for the past 3 weeks....Until today.....

Today i found a message on my answerphone from my Media and Film teacher at college, saying she wants me back at college and that i dont have to worry about exams fee's and that it is all sorted, which initially made me so happy, as Uni is really what i wanted to do. But then i also thought....in my 3 weeks off ive missed 3 coursework deadlines and 3 weeks worth of work....so would there really be any point in going back? So anyway i am going to phone her tomorrow and see what is what.

So yeah..thats the last few months summed up very quickly as im too lazy to go into detail right now.

At the moment im lying in bed, quite tired, on msn talking to Nikola..who is also making one of these XD =P haha and im gonna make her read this so i gotta tell her she is cool.....and im damn thirsty but i dont wanna get outta bed to get a drink

Anyways thats enough for now.
All my jungle love
Sam